*Warning this is a venting post*...
I know that everything that has happened to our family has happened for a reason. I know that and I accept it. But, just right now, in this very moment, it's hard.
My heart breaks everyday for my parents, for my brothers, and right now especially, for my little sister.
Maegen has gone through so much stuff, words cannot explain how much I admire her right now. In this moment, though, I wish she could get off easy. I wish she could just be better. It seems like after every surgery she goes through, she is ok, but then a few hours later something goes wrong. This time its pneumonia and an extended abdomen.
I know she will pull through it, she always does. It's just hard to see her go through this...yes its especially hard when I'm 1000 miles (give or take) away. Sometimes, okay a lot of the time, I wish I could just rewind time. Rewind back to the time when us four girls would stay up late and just talk about random things and play if you love me baby smile. Unfortunately, I can't. I just have to hold onto those memories.
Okay, rant over. I know that we aren't going through this thing alone. I appreciate all the prayers and cards that have been said/sent in our behalf. Words can not express how grateful we are for the support, how grateful I am.
I know that in the end we will all be okay. As Ingrid Michaelson said, we just have to keep breathing.
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